Do you know that painful feeling when you are losing your bestfriend… When you don’t know the reason and you blame yourself for everything… when you are sure that it’s your fault, when you don’t know what to do , cause you don’t know what you’ve done…
I hate that feeling….I truly realise how lonely am I
Anonymous asked: How are you beautiful? Still staying strong? Stay strong, beautiful
Thank you for asking :) I’m almost fine :)
And for your second question…. If I say “no” it will be a lie, but if I say “yes” it will be a lie too, idk how to answer, cause I know that my best friend knows that I have this tumblr and I don’t want to worry her, because she means a lot to me!
Some of you said: Don’t worry, relapse is part of recovery,but it’s different in this case…
I promised her to stay clean and I’m clean, not from a long period of time, but I’m doing my best!
Thank you for the support! Stay strong! :)))